What would we be doing every day if Lucy
had not slipped on the stairs just a few days before we were set to fly to
Italy? We think about that most every day, while we enjoy the slow life in our
Gig Harbor country home. Had we gone to our Montecarlo apartment, we’d be confined
inside, restricted to weekly shopping trips. We’d be paying a daily fee for a
rental car (essential for trips to the supermarket) that sat mostly unused.
Instead, we can shop online at Safeway and
Home Depot and pick up supplies in the parking lot for our food and home improvement
projects. We have an abundance of private streets to walk, as well as trails in
the forest, and our five-acre lot has plenty of room for vegetable, fruit and
flower gardening. My sister, brother, daughter, cousins and several long-time
neighbors live next door, and we can visit on porches or on the streets and trails.
But life in the province of Lucca is
another story, and something I think about often. I periodically check the page
of Facebook friend Jonell Galloway to see how she is doing, and to imagine my
own life had we been there instead. She recently wrote a long and informative
post on life in Lucca that is well worth sharing:
Jonell enjoys caffè alla nocciola, made with hazelnut liqueur, in earlier times, when she could go out to a nice coffee bar. |
I have spent some 40 days and nights in the Italian
desert. That’s what 40 days of lockdown in an ancient city surrounded by stone
walls feels like. The only green is the inside bank of the Renaissance city
walls around the corner, but looking at it through the window gives me a crick
in the neck after a few minutes.
If I walk 50 meters down the street, I can listen to
the birds tweeting in the prison yard and experience spring a bit. We hear the
nuns singing vespers every night in the convent next to the clinic. I count
minutes and hours and days and heads these days. That’s how I pass my time on
this velvet sofa, reading how many new cases and deaths there have been due to
coronavirus. I live the enclosed life of a nun without the habit and the vows
and with the addition of a few sensual pleasures. I take delight in
architectural details, cooking, eating, and simply slipping under the sheets at
night, and in getting to know my husband better than I thought possible.
The first declared cases of coronavirus in Italy were
on January 31, when a state of emergency was immediately declared, and then on
February 20, when 16 new cases were found in Lombardy. The north was put in
quarantine on March 8 and declared a red zone, meaning that it was on danger
alert and its borders were closed. The next day, the entire Italian population
of 60 million was locked down; two days later, all businesses except pharmacies
and food shops were closed. On the 21st, all non-essential businesses and
industries were closed. Twenty-four thousand six hundred forty people have
died, there are now fewer new cases, and ICUs have had some relief, and though
the numbers are going down, there is still far to go. Lombardy is still
suffering badly.
Source: https://www.worldometers.info/ |
Prime Minister Giuseppe Conte confers with Minister of Heath Roberto Speranza. Gotta love those Italian surnames. Speranza means "hope." |
Prime Minister Conte gave a long speech in front of
the Senate today. I didn’t hear it all, but he seemed to be preparing us for a
very long road. The total lockdown we’ve been living under will gradually be
lifted as of May 4, he said, but things will be far from the old normal. He was
somber and weary and it was the first time I’ve heard him falter when speaking.
He looked tired, as if he hadn’t slept; the poor guy is overworked. It’s gray
and rainy and not the day to hear this. Italy has suffered too much for too
long. Even though the numbers are going down, we’re nowhere near the end.
Lombardy has to get beyond this. Conte refers to the next phase as
cohabitation, that is to say living with the virus in our presence. That will
be our new way of functioning and it will be full of restrictions. European
governments are already talking about a second wave of coronavirus as if it’s a
given.
Since Monday, we’ve been able to pick up free masks at
the pharmacies. We are now required to wear them in public. Truth is, most
people already were and many food shops required them. There was a shortage of
hand sanitizer and masks the first week or so, but that was quickly managed.
Most shops provide free gloves and sanitizer. The supermarket outside town
offers free sanitizer, gloves and masks and takes your temperature before you
enter. In the hygiene department, Italy is doing very well.
The rate of Covid is higher in cities such as Turin
and Milan with historically poor air quality because their inhabitants often
have impaired respiratory function, but now there is less pollution from
automobiles thanks to the lockdown. They say that you can now actually see the
Alps clearly from the top of Milan cathedral, and air quality has improved all
over the country. Milan is already planning to create large pedestrian and bike
zones in its downtown, closing them to car traffic. Cities are in the process
of rethinking urban planning. The future will be different, and I suspect many
of the shops will remain closed, leaving lots of empty buildings.
Paris has stopped hosing down the streets every day
because they found there were microparticles of Covid in the water. Apparently,
this could work for or against us in that it could possibly help build up our
immunity over time, or it could make us sick. Until they know, many streets that
are normally disinfected every day remain full of dog doo, at least in Lucca,
the only place I’ve known these last 40+ days.
If I were prime minister, tiramisù would definitely be on my list of essential services. |
Although Lucca is far from a food desert, there are
luxuries I miss. The only tiramisù is the one in the freezer, which dates from
44 days ago. There’s no dark chocolate in the house because all the chocolate
shops are still closed. I truly thought chocolate was essential, but the
government obviously doesn’t agree. All the pastry shops are closed, as are the
restaurants. There’s not a cannoli to be had in all of Lucca. On the television
news, I saw a pizzeria spacing out tables for a potential reopening. In these
old European cities, restaurants are small, so the 2-meter distancing leaves
them with few tables; it is dystopic.
My quarantine project has been to research the
traditional food of Lucca. Those local ingredients are plentiful and easy to
get. I might end up becoming a specialist, although I doubt many outside Lucca
and Tuscany would be interested. We eat well, we eat locally — lots of polenta,
pici, artichokes, and meat. Fava beans, white asparagus, agretti (saltwort),
and peas are delicious this year. Dried beans of all types are a staple food in
Tuscany, most often seasoned with garlic, sage and olive oil and sometimes with
a bit of tomato paste. They are often used in soups along with stale bread or
farro.
I am among the lucky ones. I never forget that. I have
plenty to eat and live in a spacious, comfortable house. It’s a strange feeling
to watch the world through your own barred windows (that’s part of the
architecture here), not experiencing social contact, and looking at pictures of
long lines for food banks in your native country. It’s strange to know the
world only through news sites. It’s strange to be confined to four walls that
are themselves surrounded by more walls.
I see the world before me quickly becoming comfortable
for only the rich. Poverty sits around every corner. The middle class is
quickly disappearing, even though most Italians have savings to get through
hard times. There’s a long tradition of "spesa sospesa," which allows
you to leave some groceries at checkout so they can be donated to needy
shoppers. Hunger might seem hidden, but many posters around town are requesting
food donations. Unlike in the U.S., the Italian media aren’t showing us the
vivid images. Unemployment, well, we can’t even put numbers on that for the
moment. Even when restaurants open, due to social distancing, they will have
fewer customers, so prices will inevitably go up. The same will apply to shops,
cinemas, theatres, and flights. The main budget airlines in Europe stopped all
flights weeks ago. Going to a movie or out to eat, travel, will become a
luxury. The rich will get all the tiramisù and we’ll be eating dry bread.
The door has been opened to new kinds of crime. A
local pizzeria that does home delivery — the only one in town that I know of —
delivered a pizza last week and the customer refused to pay. The
"customer" took out a butcher knife and tried to rob the delivery man,
who fled. When the police arrived on the scene and entered the guy’s lodgings,
they discovered that he was illegally renting out bed space to 15 people and
advertising it online. He has now taken up residence in the prison across the
street from us. Several European countries have received faulty test kits and
masks from China. One hospital received fake N95 masks. I have heard that the
mafia is hard at work and finding new ways of extorting money, such as offering
money to small businesses that don’t qualify for emergency government
subsidies.
This week the government started a new program of
testing for antibodies. They began with health workers, policemen, and other
essential workers. The plan is that everybody will eventually be tested for
either the virus or antibodies. Chile is already issuing Covid passports, and
that was initially an Italian plan, but you don’t hear much about it these
days. It would make sense that those who have antibodies or who test negative
should be the first to go back to work and to school. I will follow that with
great interest. We’ll all certainly have to install a tracking app on our
phones so that our exposure to the virus can be traced if necessary. The
government said this would not be forced upon us, but we know it must be
generalized if it is to work. It makes sense as long as they don’t use it for
nefarious purposes.
In the beginning, the situation felt surreal. Little
by little, it all sank in and everybody seemed to agree that strict lockdown
was the only rational solution. Now it’s the new norm; we know we’re going to
be living in some similar way for a very long time. Some people disobeyed the
rules as the numbers kept going up, and as a result, restrictions were
tightened. Our lockdown has not been light in any way. From almost the outset,
gatherings of any kind have been forbidden. We have to stay near our house — no
drives into the countryside or hills — and only one of us can go out at a time.
Peter and I can’t even walk down the street together. We have to fill out a
form each time we go out stating our purpose. We’ve gotten used to it. There’s
a sort of consensual agreement among most Italians that this is for the good of
all. Even though the police are constantly patrolling the streets and can ask
to check our forms, it in no way feels like martial law. They feel more like
our allies rather than our enemy.
This “prison” makes me understand how much I value
freedom, yet oddly enough, I don’t resent this confinement. It is, I think, the
only logical way to fight the virus, and I want more than anything to do what’s
right. I read a Harvard study that said it’s likely we’ll be in and out of
lockdown for the next two years. I can deal with that. I’m experienced now. The
worst part is the monotony, the repetitiveness of the days that all run into
each other, since there is nothing to mark one from the other. I sometimes find
myself sighing under my breath like my mother did. When Peter asks me what’s
wrong, I say the same thing as her: “life.” It is a momentary sense of despair
that passes as quickly as it comes.
If I have one word of advice, it’s that this is no
time to be separated from your own ones. I say that with my entire family
scattered around the globe. Videoconferencing has become our normal way of
communicating. Sometimes the kids even call us from bed or while cooking so
it’s almost like being together and sharing day-to-day life again. We say, “I
love you” more often. We send virtual kisses and hugs. Reach out to the ones
you love now, not later. Learn to say, “I love you” out loud. You just don’t
know what tomorrow might bring, even if it’s just more of the same. After this
long writing, I am starting my 44th day. There will be no leaving this “desert”
anytime soon.
Thank you for sharing your experiences, Jonell and for passing them on, Paul. I live in Colorado, USA, and this is an important glimpse into our future, I believe.
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Ann Spadoni Peterson